being pulled in all directions

do you ever feel like you are being pulled apart at the seams? well that's where i am i am at a point in my life where i am not sure what direction to go but i know i cant stay here. as you may well know at this point yours truly is newly single, i have taken the summer off for the most part from shooting and tried to get my life together. and although i do feel i have made some big steps in the right direction in figuring out where i am, i also feel like i don't know where i am going. all i do know is i cant stay in this spot because it no longer works for me. i would love to keep shooting as that is where i have the most fun but i am no fool i know i cant do that forever. i got a new job recently in a similar vocation and although i am happier where i am in this job then i was in the last one its still the same old thing....... well it seams i have many decisions to make and all the time in the world to make them so until next time muah love you all

all about my favorite girl

hey there guys and gals it has been way too long. i have been working like a dog the last few months because well ill admit it i bit off way more then i could chew with a few big projects, but now that things are settling down i have some time and i just cant resist a blog post about my favorite spunky lesbian and yes my best friend and wife Krystal Main ;)

this week has been a hard one for the two of us as she is shooting with nextdoorhookups.com and we were a bit rocky before the trip and were not 100% as we should be. after the last two days of hearing her sweet voice over the phone and realizing that i love everything about her we are better. a little about Krystal like i said before i am married to a lesbian lol she has told me and others time and time again that if it weren't for yours truly that she would write off men all together not to say she doesn't enjoy a good dick pounding now and then ;) but as she would say "i just hate dumb-ass cocky straight boys". she has an attitude and sexual energy about her that could and has stopped a busy room full of people. and frankly shes more of a man then many that i know. the thing i love most about her is that she is the only person that i truly feel loves me for me she thinks its hot that i check out more guys then her that im the one pointing out the cute male clerk at the store and that yes sometimes i really am the women of the relationship. shes brave to a fault and stronger in will then anyone i know and in all honesty she is my personal hero for all she does is and lets me be. so right now shes all im thinking of love you baby girl.

condom only industry?

          After recent events in the adult industry surrounding a cross over performer testing positive for HIV it seems as if there is a mounting offense in many directions as to where the industry goes from here. And now these recent events have seen the closed doors of the aim medical association formally the adult industry medical foundation, today I read an article at http://finance.yahoo.com/news/AIM-Closed-Condoms-Should-iw-4216302679.html?x=0 stating that the whole industry should go to the strict use of condoms. Michael Weinstein, President of AIDS Healthcare Foundation says "Now that AIM has closed -- and the industry 'fig leaf' is gone -- the responsible thing for the industry to do is to put performers' health first and require condom-use on all adult film sets," 


           So the question is does the industry respond this way? Do we go to a condom only environment? is the industry safer condom only? To me this is a true statement but not for the obvious reasons, see too me the problem is this not what happens on camera but off camera....... how do we as performers and overly sexual people behave in our private lives. the problem are those who are not safe off camera who think "oh I cant get HIV" or simply think "it wont happen to me". 


          But where do they get these ideas? Where does one learn about sex? For many of us including myself yes, its has been widely due to what we see in porn. many have taken it a step further seeing no condoms as the normal way sex should happen. So I myself would have no problem going to a condom only industry. I watch a lot of porn and if there is a condom in the scene to me it takes nothing away from it. So whats the problem with condoms? 

mountains and mole hills

hey there guys and gals

so this past week i was in my favorite place to be Fort Lauderdale Florida shooting and hanging with my very good friends Howard and Gio of fabscout and Gio photography, well if you were following my tweets this past week you already know it wasn't all sunshine and fun, frankly i was going off the deep end with stress and insanity, of course in retrospect i was doing what the title says making mountains of mole hill very small things were making me crazy but you know looking back on the week i had a very good one, i went to the beach went shopping found a good gym to go to, hung out with good friends and had sex out in public three times ;) i even got to shoot for the very first porn site i ever looked at when i was young the bangbus with my favorite girl krystal main. so all and all i would say i had a great week. just wish i would have lived in the moment and enjoyed and the fun things i did while i was doing them. well more to come have fun you naughty people and dont forget to live in the moment

on foxxy time in vegas

hey there guys and gals!!!!!!!so this week i spent in Vegas with the fabulous miss Foxxy of www.ts-foxxy.com and wow what a wild ride vegas is. the first thing i noticed about Vegas it there is absolutely no concept of time it just flys by so quickly its crazy.  the first day i was there miss Foxxy took me down to the strip and we did touristy types stuff took in some on street shows rode a roller coaster. had a good time. the next day was my first shoot with Foxxy herself and wow it was hot. on Friday we shot a mini gang bang where i got tag teamed by Foxxy Arial Everits and Carman Monroe and let me tell you thous girls pounded me so good i came twice ;) we went out that night and painted the town a bit got trashed and celebrated our hot scene. so by Saturday i was ready for home so i headed to the airport just to find out that my flight was supposed to leave the day before ugh. so me and Foxxy headed back to a hotel for some jacuzzi tub fun ;)  soooooo to close the book on the week i would like to say that after spending time with Foxxy i have to say she is as sweet as she is beautiful a very kind and loving person whom i feel lucky to have spent time with, so until next time .......... later sexies

hot hot hothouse

hey there guys and gals so where to start, i have been busy busy busy shooting for hot house last week i had the extreme pleaser of shooting with Samuel O'tool for the new installment of the sports gear fetish movie "score"
i had a blast getting my brains fucked out in football pads hot. outside of the great fucking i got ;) we had so much fun on set. have to say i absolutely love the guys over there! well............ i need to head out yet again getting ready to hit New York and San Francisco this week so until next time licks and kisses muah

fun in san francisco

hey there guys and gals

so this week i had an awesome time in San Francisco so many things i could talk about, i could talk about finally shooting for the first company i ever wanted to work for HotHouse how wonderful they all were how hot it was to get my brains fucked out by Jhonny Torque . or how cool it was when we went for a drink after shooting and ended up in the lone star bar and stood next to the very same pool table i was railed on by Spencer Reed and Jason Adonis for the Ragging Stallion movie Brutal, or i could talk about my naked kombat victory over the exceedingly sexy Gavin Waters and my busted knee that i got as a result of it. but today friendship is on the top of my thoughts, wed night i went out with Leo Forte we went to support his friend element who sang beautifully at trigger for their gong show then we went to a bar in castro and had a few more and then to Leo's fav biker bar and played a drunken game of pool, by the time we got back to his place i was beyond wasted, i have to thank Leo for being one of the sweetest true gentlemen i have ever had the honor of calling my friend he spent three hours taking care of my puking drunk ass holding my hair back lol and finally putting me to bed and just holding me while i thought i was going to die, many guys would have taken advantage of my defenseless state but not Leo he treated me with complete dignity and respect and i just want to say thank you, Leo you are a true friend and i will never forget it

1. p.s. hope the pic makes you giggle i sure am lmao